Actually i never thought of couple with you before..
I still remember the first time we met at the university ....
sem one we suddenly become a gang, but what I remember we did not even close ...
even a gang you more closely with my roomate
I knew you loved her ....
I don't know very article about you and even knew about you from her ..
that time I've clash with en.pakwe
i like to watch you closely
but I pretend to be stupid because i have no feeling about you
last day at U, both of you send me at the bus station
that time i'm very sad to leave all of you..
two (2) years have passed .....
suddenly someone called me
at the middle of packing to balik kampung...
it was you ..
I was surprised but happy!!
i dodn't even think you will find me back after two years
you accompanied me that night until I went to bed .. msg me .. happy..
then, you asked me to couple
I thought you're just kidding me ... I laughed alone ...= p
I told you that i've no feelings
but you said you don't mind .. you're willing to wait
actually i almost engaged before
although I don't love that man but he nice to my family and i
but you know how to treat me well...
then..i fall in love with you
Remember back that time it was so funny
we used to say 'aku and kau', after that changed 'i and u' and the last one 'b and syg'
before i couple with you, I already think wisely
I believe my decision is right and i felt so gloomy
you're very romantic...flower of my heart ..
you gave me happiness..
I fall in love with you..
I love you and don't want to lose you..really..
beginning of the fasting month
you gave me a song
"For the rest of my life"
you said it was our theme song
you wanna express your heart through that song
i smiled to hear it
the lyrics are very meaningful ....
I like it when you played the guitar while singing
you're really know how to play guitar
you sounds too good since the days of the U
but ..........
at the middle of fasting month you suddently changed
you rarely call me, you hadn't message me
i'm the only one who message you first
I'm always cry when I call you .. i shouted at you
but you remain silent...
i'm sorry..you coax my heart . ...
but I love you!
two weeks before the hari raya you lost again
you didn't lift my calls, and didn't reply my messages
I was very sad .. I cried alone
I think a lot of things ... I really have thought you wanna run away from me
every night I cried but I'm looking forward
the day before raya you messaged me
you said sorry and greetings
I was touched and saddened by this relationship
then you lose again ...
The third day of raya i began to lose patience
you're too cold...
I was desperate to break off our relationship
I forced you to talk to me
but suddenly you say you will not live long!
I was stunned and shocked,
I couldn't believe but the water flowed from my eyes
for the sake of God i'm very disappointed with the news
I've already envision to live with you
I think the world already wanna end
I cried a lot that day
I was helpless even can't talk
end of my line with the melancholy sound crew
you cried...
fun to talk that you hadn't had time?
I hate to hear you're going to die
I don't want to hear you're saying like that
but I believe you ... I love you!
I cried until my ma told me kind of dead man..
since that day you've become chipsmore..
I was very sad and hurt
I can't stand anymore
when my patient reach the end
i shouted again..
but you remain silent...
I wanna drop out of wondered
I felt left out and not needed
but then you call me, my heart melted slowly, my aversion!
I had the hard time...i'm very lost....
why do you torment me like this?
every day I thought 'right to die and you will leave me? "
you ..........
I'm very sorry
I really believed you but what my friend told me give a lot of impact on me..
but apparently when I realized it's all too late
I live with your tricks!!
congratulated you!
you really like playing with my feelings right??
I was confused .. do you really wanna die?
if you're really sick I pray you a good health
but if you lied to me .... I hope you're right ill
The god is no two or three
you really like mocking death comes
then i hope you will get what you're asking for
our relationship ended with a bitter...
'Please forget me'
I'll never forget what you did to me...
those words you're telling me really hurt me...
let you say I'm cruel
but I'll never forgive you
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